Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Of recent days...

Life is what it is...it is about moving forward...not looking back.. at times, u feel that it is the end of the world...u feel swallowed and smothered by things beyond ur expectation.. other times, the world is urs...

after a terrible fight with baddin, physical n all after that 2 weeks break from Quran... today he just sat there.. no whining.. tried to read his one page without making me feel like wanting to hit him with a pillow..instead of arguing with me when i corrected his pronounciation.. he just apologized and corrected the wrongs... soooo very unlikely of him...he managed to finish a page within 20 mins.. Yes.. Alhamdulillah.. a proud mom i am...and he is moving forward to be a more fluent reader... Yes, we try not to look back...of the hard times...

And hatice... she wants to learn how to play a violin soooo much..... she doesnt have one...and yet, that doesnt stop her from trying to learn how to play one by asking her friend merve to teach her the simple techniques..using merve's violin.....she knows we cant afford to pay for a private lesson...still, give up she never did... which is why i have a very strong feeling that when my fun time teaching money comes in this month... a girl surely deserve a violin of her own.....
And as she dreams of a violin... i hope that dream will become a reality soon...

My beloved is working hard so that we can go for umrah this summer... he went there already when he was young... so it is only logical if he go to hajj ....but the unselfishness of a father and a husband in putting his family first and insisting that we all go there together first... cools the heart so much filled with love for him......and so..we move forward, praying for Allah to let us touch the holy land...

I may have misused the money i saved for months to buy us a fridge..but i that al hope is not lost... besides, with the leftover money of 100 lira i didnt mistakenly use..i bught a nice fruit juicer... thus my kids r drinkng their fruit juices everyday... So all is not lost after all....

And so we try to move forward... trying to learn from the negatives...so that the positives will stay on longer....



Thank You for hopping by. Hope to see you again soon... :0)

5 Comments:

Blogger Mulan said...

moga hajat utk mengerjakan umrah akan terlaksana.. kitorang pun, macam2 jadi lately.. kita kan merancang je, tapi yang maha esa menentukan nya.. nak buat macam2, plan gempak2 pun, tak lepas jugak.. kena redha, bukan kuasa kita kan..

kids camtu la.. ni kat rumah pun, tak de hantar sek ugama utk ngaji etc, ajar sendiri kt rumah, sbb masa very limited. kesian nak kejar sana sini. bila penat nanti depa stress kan, tak enjoy belajar.. homework lagi, revision lagi.. janji ada asas ugama & iman yg paling kukuh, so that depa boleh pegang sampai bila2.. macam2 jadi lately..

wey panjang nya komen ku..

April 14, 2010 at 7:20 PM  
Anonymous alinlai said...

insyaAllah... didoakan hampa semua dapat ke tanah suci ... lepas tu doakan juga untuk kami OK :) bagusnya anak hang... insyaAllah berbaloi-baloi tu ajar sendiri :)

April 15, 2010 at 12:05 AM  
Blogger dith said...

Simah....insyallah I pray that whatever good that you wish for will come through...as much as you have prayed for other people's wellness...

April 15, 2010 at 1:20 AM  
Anonymous Ica said...

Simah, insyaAllah...all the things that u wish for will come true. Allah Maha Mengetahui...:))

April 15, 2010 at 10:20 AM  
Blogger simah said...

mulan
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amin.... memang kan... budak budak la ni..kt mana pun belajar...la ni memang pendidikan agama asas memang penting sangat...dunia la ni makin menakutkan...

if Allah terima kitaorang sebagai tetamu dia kat tanah suci.. nanti i will pray for u as well... teringin sangat la nak pi....

alinlai
******
insyaAllah..kalau aku dpt pi aku doakan utk hangpa sama..

dah jadi mak pak ni... kita buat apa saja utk anak anak kan...mcm aku..quran bukan betoi sangat pun..tapi ajaq jugak..dan ustazah aku pun banyak bimbing aku via phone...

dith
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aminnnnnnnn....and may all all of us be given all the goods in life...

ica
****
aminnnnnnnnn.... :0)

April 17, 2010 at 12:08 AM  

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