Sunday, January 4, 2009

2009.....a leash of my heart...

I had never seen him like that ever...face white as a chalk....face full of frustration..him...a totally well elquant person...stuttering on his words....*it was vey bad...he said*..

I wouldnt have minded if all was fair and accept defeat is easy...but not when it is like this... after analyis upon analysis of that 1 hour and a half was obvious from the start that those 5 people had decided even before it all started to fail him...

They asked no questions of his published questions at all on his specific field... when he had shown knowledge and the capability to answer the questions being asked..they had cut his words off and bombard him with othe questions from other fields he has little knowledge of... He was under attack...most probably because..they think he is too*letz make him wait another year*????

But is this the integrity of educators? what right do one have to play a game on an innocent person like this.??? My beloved is a good educator. He has the charisma of an educator. Those who know him can vouch that he does not deserve to be treated like that...And YES......the 5 juries failed him... making him wait for another oral exam in October or be able to recieve the title... associate prof... is a day where all the siblings who accompanied him to the exam got really boiling mad..the rest of the family in shock....and his colleages sad....

Well.. *this is Turkey..what do u expect??* beloved tried to comfort me...after all.. they did the same thing too to my bro in law halim a few years back.....

Yet.. despite all the happening... my beloved thinks that *there is a silver lining in this matter*... he complains not or talk bad about the juries to others outside the family...he is a good man with good heart.. n i.. for one am proud of him....and like the rest of the family... i will be right behind him for the next time...hopefully it will be fair and square next time.....

Apologies for missing for so long....the kids had been not well ever since the one point...baddin got so bad...even with the nebuliser... he was having difficulty to breathe...Alhamdulillah...despite the winter cold... we r all quite ok....

The home pc crashed for more than 2 weeks as well...i barely can access the internet coz my beloved was...and is using his laptop most of the times...and i dont even know when he will send our home pc to the for now...laptop it is.... and did i mention that my camera is still sick?? heheheheh

And yes... this is how the beginning of 2009 is for us.... not so bad eh? how is urs?

I am really glad though that my beloved n i have paid off the money we borrowed from the kids to buy our car with cash... u cant imagine what a burden it was for us... i couldnt breathe easily until all the money borrowed was returned... so least we are free to save money for a dream trip to the holy land for a family... mabe it will take a few years... maybe longer...... fate i guess...if Allah permits us...we will go insyaAllah...

What is of pakize...the kitten?? U should have seen her.. she is sooo grown up (n fat!!) hahaha..i think she accepts us as her family coz at times....she came to us and cleaned our hands with her tounge as well!1 hahahaha... we gave her a bath once a week...but u know what? it is such a waste coz cats are among the cleanest animals in the world...!! she cleans after herself soooo ften in a day...even after we give her a proper bath..and blow dry her...fluffy and sweet smelling...the next moment u know...she is still cleaning after herself again!!! hahahahahah..she is a part of our family indeed...she is sooo naughty... a great companion as she is very curious over everything....sooo loveable..and ...definitely loved... i cant imagine living without her....neither can my beloved n the kids...

The boss is demanding his laptop agin..n so i rest my case for goes on...i will try to be online more often...all my blogs r totally neglected...

Here r the Zaim family during our New Year gathering....we had lucky draw as well as exchanging small gifts...pls dont mind my new styed hair hehhheehhe..

Since my camera is not working properly..i culdnt snap any...n yes..these photos r compliments from Funda (my sis n law)...thanks sis!

Thank You for hopping by. Hope to see you again soon... :0)


Blogger Ms B said...

simah dear,

you hv been missed greatly!

There is a blessing in disguise. I'm sure he'll get it eventually. Rezeki tak ke mana, kan dear?

Take care!

January 7, 2009 at 12:47 AM  
Blogger dith said...

Insyallah next year Simah. But I love the way his family members gave support, even accompanied him to the i/view.

Mana gambar Pakiza?

January 7, 2009 at 1:57 AM  
Blogger Queen Of The House said...

I've missed you! Happy new Year, Simah.

Apsal hitam sangat 'rambut' baru you tu? Dye apa you pakai? hee hee.

Please tell Halil to persevere and not feel do downhearted. Maybe more will be gained during the time he waits to get the recognition and title. Insyaallah, what is his will be his.

January 7, 2009 at 8:18 AM  
Blogger sue said...

ramai yg sayang kat u tau..tu yg ramai risau bila u lama tak update

seronok tgk gambar new year tu..meriah sungguh

kirim salam pd Halil..Insyallah ada rezeki dia nanti

p/s:Sharmi everyweek buat dialisis lagi dan planned to have a transplant in China ..tapi tak sure bila

January 7, 2009 at 11:25 AM  
Anonymous kak natrah said...

salam simah,don't be upset ok, rezeki Allah ada di mana-mana.Hope ur Pc dah ok,n boleh lah write byk2 Take care.

nie blog akak yg baru nk try guna blogspot pula,

January 7, 2009 at 1:48 PM  
Blogger Mama Rock said...

simah...i was wondering what if you've been swallowed by a wahle ke...lama menghilang :)
anyway happy new year!
tell halil not to fret, i am very sure the Divine One up there has something better in store for him, InsyaAlah.

January 8, 2009 at 11:53 AM  
Blogger MULAN said...

simaaaahhhh.. rindu betol kat u..!!

Allah duga mereka yg kuat imannya.. ada hikmah di sebalik semua kejadian, sabar dulu.. ada rahmatnya, insyaAllah semua nya akan bersinar..

January 9, 2009 at 11:48 AM  
Blogger silversarina said...

InsyaAllah masa akan tiba untuk your darling hubby jadi Prof Madya , don't worry , teruskan ceria bersama ahli keluarga di sana.

January 10, 2009 at 1:45 AM  
Blogger Alinlai said...

insyaAllah soon...he'll get the title :) ramai doakan dia tu...

January 10, 2009 at 6:09 PM  
Blogger maklang said...

memang rindu...lama sangat menghilang..and alhamdulilah seme ok...

tak per tak lulus tu...pasti ada hikmahNya tu...baik punya, Insyaallah...

Nak pergi umrah tu bila agaknya ye? Harap2 harapan aka jadi kenyataan, InsyaAllah...

January 11, 2009 at 10:57 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sorry for not dropping by so long. Sorry to hear the result of the interview too. My blog sudah tutup kedai. Recession time!

January 13, 2009 at 1:14 PM  
Blogger Nong said...

Salam Simah,

Selamat tahun baru. Jangan sedih, ask him to try again. Kalau ada rezeki...InsyaAllah.

Take care.

January 14, 2009 at 4:48 PM  
Blogger Kak Elle said...

simah dear I dah pergi and balik from my visit to the states and your pc still lom repair....

what hair style??

January 15, 2009 at 1:50 PM  
Blogger aNIe said...

Salam Simah...lama tak dengar khabar simah...rupanya pc lom repair lagik...

Anak2 akak sekarang pun tak berapa sihat...farhan baru kene measles...& Fareez dan mula panas badan...

Harap simah sihat sekeluarga...

Insyaallah tahun depan your beloved one...akan lulus exam tersebut...pasti ada hikmahnya...

January 21, 2009 at 6:04 PM  
Blogger Ku Keng said...

Selam Simah,

Apologies for not leaving any comments for a while, though regularly dropped by to read your entries.

I was with Dr. Yahia recently and he spoke of your almarhum dad-in-law with great affection. Read about Lariba's award to him before at this site

January 27, 2009 at 1:43 AM  
Blogger Mummy Rizq said...

Dear Simah

Happy New Year! You are very lucky to have him.. Take care. Salam to your family...

January 28, 2009 at 2:55 AM  
Blogger simah said...

miss B
Missed u greatly too...but u now... t was a time out :0) how r u these days??

Taka da rezeki lagi kot.. pakize? kena tunggu camera balik rumah dulu akak:0)

Queen of the House
me too...lama dah tak main blog..akak sihat?

kena tunggu end of the year a kot utk tengok depa nak sabotaj tak halil lagi.. ada sorang tu dia ckp halil mafia hehehe


ehem...terasa disayangi pulak.. :0)

u apa khabar? how r ur angels?

i will pray for sharmi always.. hope he is not too bad..

kak natrah
insyaAllah nanti saya blog hop ke tempat akak yea?

mama rock
thanks akak.. :0)

gamaknya mungkin halil terus lompat jadi prof kot? heheheh


January 31, 2009 at 11:02 AM  
Blogger simah said...

rindu jugak kat u...

insyaAllah la kot... tak ada rezeki lagi kot...

thanks akak... insyaAllah bersinar.. akak sihat? :0)

insyaAllah... aku tak tahan stress tunggu jawapan dia pass ker idak... stress baik hujung tahun ...insyaallah lepas...

mak lang
sama la saya...rindu jugak...
aminnnn... insyaallah semua ni tercapai la akak...teringin sangat...


recession pun hopefully email kita tak putus yek?
u take care dear alice..

kak nong
terima kasih akak.. aminn...akak sihat?

kak elle
hehehhe time out akak..

how was ur Us? mesti bestkan??

kak anie
keluarga akak dah sihat?
dgn berkat semua..insyaAllah dia lulus kot...kena tunggu akhir tahun ..

Ku Keng Bey

I hope things r well at ur side.. :0)

Saw the page...thanks for the link...

Yes.. baba is greatly missed...many streets...schools r named after him even after his death...i am blessed with such a good dad in law...

mummy rizq
thanks.. hang apa habaq? sihat? anak hesem hang mesti dah besaq kan?

January 31, 2009 at 11:11 AM  

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