Şahinler....The Eagles...5 years ago..

I didnt wanna go alone then.. But it was better to go... he needed to finish his doctorate thesis then....He needed his peace of mind from a mumbling wife n two crying kids... so i suggested that we dissapeared for a while...

With one 1 and 2 months old chubby son in the baby stroller... one 2 and a half years old daughter in one hand crying..screaming... n begging me to carry her.... me begging her not to..coz i had one heavy luggage in one hand which i used to hold her while my other hand was navigating the baby stroller...it took all my strength not to cry then...

It was their first time to be away from their dad u see... their first time to enter a plane... their first time in everything...they were scared...perhaps they were thinking that we were leaving their baba(dad) for good??

and to make matter worse.... the air conditioning system in the plane was broken..it would only work once the plane had a take off... it was suffocatingly hot for half and hour... both kids screaming their heads off while i was panicking trying to silence them....the air hostess tried everything they could as well.. but kids will always be kids... once they started crying... ?Allah help us mothers!*

...Alhamdulillah... finally the air cond was working and the plane took off.....

Baddin was young then... due to his age... we paid for a baby seat.. but once on the plane... i undestood that there was no way my son would fit the baby chair!! The only option was to let him sit on me for that 14 hours long journey....Not something to look forward to eh?


I was seated in the middle seat where it was a 5 seaters in a row....Luckily... after taking the passengers in Cairo.. there were 3 seats empty in the plane...the malaysian airlines air hostess took a pity on me and asked the people sitting next to me to relocate and thus... all the 5 seats in our row were emptied!!! 2 seats used by hatice to sleep.... 2 seats used by baddin to sleep ...i was sitting in between them.. in the middle..They slept soundly most of the flight... well.. perhaps because...i drugged them! heheheh... i gave them a cough syrup to put them to sleep (private doctor's order hehehe)...truly, i had no choice... the pressure of 2 crying kids for hours was too much for me to take...

Once the plane touched down in Kuala Lumpur....again..both kids started to cry again... baddin refused to sit on his baby stroller.....running all over the vast kuala lumpur international airport... i was like......

*baddin!! buraya gel!* (come here)

he refused.... i was at the end of my wits... there was no one who wanted to help me... i asked one worker there to help me carry the things...well.. at least until the train to the next terminal...... he just made a stupid excuse n left me to my own troubles... one air hostess who was so friendly n helpful n chatty during the flight passed by without even bothering to offer help ...i was so distressed... that n the end...i just simply sat somewhere n cried...baddin was still running around... hatice was chasing him then.....it was a pathetic sight... everything simply went out of control!!!but after a good 5 minutes cry... i held myself together... chased the kids to come to me.. collected my bag n we finally managed to collect the luggages... put them all in the trolley n head out to the door where my brother was eagerly waiting for us.....

That was 5 years ago...... The kids couldnt remember the trip much...as we were plagued with health problems..emotinal distress and all...Now the kids r so much bigger...they r less naughtier as well... and hatice... she can control her brother if he refuses to listen to me....i am truly hoping that they will be able to remember Malaysia this time with a smile....I have the nebuliser with me... i am equipped with every possible medicine u can think of...if they get sick..


The kids r better prepared too... and so... as my heart beats with excitement... i am praying with all my heart that this will be a Malaysia trip.. not filled with nightmares of viruses n health problem....but filled with enjoyment and fun... insyaAllah... with the presence n help of my friends and love ones in Malaysia... i plan to make this Malaysia trip a trip to remember... in the most fondest way possible... a trip once they return to istanbul.. they will tell everybody with a smile....after all.. my beloved will be with us this time...even for a short one week...:0)

I am simply too exhausted now... .the bags r packed...i am doing the last minute preparation...i really dunno how the bags will fit into one car but we will see...as our time to leave for malaysia is getting nearer.... the time for me to be apart from my beloved is making itz appearance... i am happy yet sad...the kids will miss him terribly... well..at least we will have our time together in KL... those few stolen moments to be in each other's presence...

Please pray for our safe journey tomorrow... and those who has a date with me... insyaAllah.. we will meet each other...the BBQ (see below)... pls contact *ibu* for the details yea...

Kalau ada tersalah..tersilap... sepanjang persahabatan kita... saya mintak maaf... halalkan segalanya....... insyaAllah..kalau ada rezeki..kita jumpa...one way or another...

Şahinlar Malezya ya geliyor!!.. the eagles r coming to Malaysia! ..See ya!

Will be updating from Malaysia after this... love u loads!

p.s.
.i am sorry i wont be able to blog hop in malaysia... i will only be able to update the entries.... that is all... jgn ambik hati yea kalau i tak masuk blog u all for that 2 months... nanti kita main calling calling or sms ajer la yea?

P.s .s... KAT KEPALA BATAS ADA PUBLİC SWİMMİNG POOL TAK yea? or ANYone with a pool? boleh pinjam nak terjun? heheheh

Thank You for hopping by. Hope to see you again soon... :0)