Tuesday, May 6, 2008

me n updates

There he was...sitting on the passenger's seat of the car...happily chatting while his dede (grandpa) who was expertly manuevering the wheel...Oh..how he had missed his dede!!!..... and what more.... his dede brought him to eat at a restaurant! Both ordered the same food....Fries...A simple tender sweet happy time.... shared between a grandpa and a grandson whose names r d same...

Alas! as the minik sabahaddin opened his eyes smiling with contentment and happiness... he had wet his bed!! hahahahahaha

Yes...Thatz my son that is...my beloved baddin who practically drove me crazy yesterday...made me yelled at him a lot in the process (in which i promise to myself...no more yelling!!..well...at least for today heheheh)......in which before falling asleep he read a dua (doa)..he didnt tell me which... and sent that dua to his grandpa n grandma along with flowers n his favourite things etc..... n was rewarded with a visit in his dream... :0) Yes... he is one very happy boy indeed today masyallah...

The sister also a couple of weeks ago was visited by her dede....she fell asleep while listening to the yaasin on the mp3... and her dede came into her dream and told her something like...

*learn to read the first ayat of Quran*....

Alhamdulillah...i am so happy that somehow Allah allows my kids to see their dede in their dreams... such dreams give a lot of comfort to them....

My beloved had three dreams.... all with baba saying that *i am not dead*...they said the syahid (mathryed) do not die... Allah knows...

and i got to see a dream of him just once... soon after his death... where i dreamed that he and anne (my late mom in law) came to our home for dinner... both were soooo happy and was busy drinking the soup....

Dreams...r they real? r they not? only Allah knows...at times... dreams act as a portal of knowledge to be delivered to the living.... at times... dreams r just simply games toyed by the devil....nd as u sleep.. ur soul does wander around..... i mean it is a really interesting subject that scientific researches were/re made on the subject!

I dont remember my dreams except for the very few..so dreams do not bother me much :0)

Guilty as charged... where had i gone missing? Well...missing i was/am/ will :0).. i had/have/will have this lazy bug these days... i rarely turn on the pc except to check my emails for 5 mins... n even then... i dont really reply to them (sorry!)....i havent written for Tz for ages either... i just simply just shut myself out for no reason...yes..i am excited to be going back to my homeland soon... but for now... i have got a lazy bug...i just wnna stay caccoon inside of my own self being without any contact with other people... hahaha weird eh? i also have this..i dont feel like eating virus... not because i am trying to lose weight... i stop caring about my weight ages ago... but eversince last saturday's fever... my appetite is simply nill...but i wanna eat something! but i cant! hahahh must be d hormones...

Anyway... last week.. they had sales at d kids' school.... hatice on her own initiatives... bought us these.... a toy car for her lil bro...words of d wise of said nursi... n sweet bracelet for me! Thanks my darling çiçeğim! i llove the brcelet u bought me!! hugs!...and for herself?? she bought a green ball! :0)

I also helped to look after the food store for 2 days (the sales was 3 days)... among d food we sold was this dolma... 3 big pans of them n they were selling like hot cakes!!
the most fav one was the dolma with vine leaves...
It was also last friday nite tht a grandson (thatz safa)
had worn his dede's suit at the meeting promoting baba's latest book...
safa n my beloved
But with the* i m going to go malaysia soon* virus...i started to hve this craving for
this sweet sour chicken cooked in chilli sauce..
(sambal ayam)...
i cooked 4 pieces of chicken...i waited for my beloved to leave for work... n d moment he left...
i topped the newly cooked jsmin rice on top of d plate...topped with 2 pieces of chicken.... n started to eat it using my fingers (d malaysian way)...i couldnt do that in front of my kids n halil.. they will say eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee n that will take d pleasure out of eating...
so... home alone... i tucked in....with my iced coke next to it...
i licked d plate clean.. n what do u know?? i added d remaining 2 pieces of chicken into my plate!! hahahaha with rice added of course! Luckily it was morning... so i had considered that as my lunch cum breakfast...my brunch...hahahah

I simply love sambal... esp d sweet n sour ones...if without rice... i love to eat it with turkish bread... simply delicious!!

Türks... dont try to eat this unless u r adventurous enough!!
Zaimlar özelikli... denemek yasak! *wink*

p.s... i have problem typing *a*... so many aaa seems to be missing from my spelling! hhaha

off i m to my dissapearing act again! Cya!

Thank You for hopping by. Hope to see you again soon... :0)


Blogger Queen Of The House said...

Dah tak kuasa nak diet ke? That's 4 pieces of chicken in one go, hehehe. Never mind ..... as long as you enjoy the finger-licking food! And ya, kena makan dengan tangan baru puas.

May 6, 2008 at 10:02 AM  
Blogger Count Byron said...

Simah.. I'm back, reading your entry. As crisp as ever. Salam Takziah to the whole family on the demise of both in-laws. Those dreams.. you were lucky you could command them to premier as and when you want.

Yes... just as QOTH said, 4 pieces of chicken! Yummmmmm

CB, back to stay

May 6, 2008 at 12:39 PM  
Anonymous ms istanbul said...


I almost thought that your blog has gone bonkers! Kept wondering whether u changed ur blog addy.

Glad to know you are back. Sambal ayam? Yummy!

err... I think I might go back this summer. *itchy winks*

Hugs n kisses

ps: my lil one has national exam this Friday. Mummy dearest is a bit strssed out.

May 6, 2008 at 1:09 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Simah,
Really enjoy reading ur blog..Ayam Simah tu gebu2 yek...terliur akak..My family and I went to Istanbul last April...masa tu tulip punya la banyak...Turki is such a nice place to stay..lucky u! Kat Dubai la ni dah nak masuk musim panaih...rentung weh..

Kak Haslina

May 6, 2008 at 6:52 PM  
Blogger Kak Lady said...

Alamak simah..terliur akak tengok sambal simah yang merah tu...sedapnya....yummmy...

Bila nak balik Malaysia?

May 6, 2008 at 7:49 PM  
Blogger D said...

aiyaaaa simah.. i tengah kemaruk makan all-Malaysian food. dunno why. So, avoiding those blogs with ever so tantalising pics of food, tengok-tengok u pulak!!!!

take care dear! disappear lagik??

May 7, 2008 at 12:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

sedap nampak sambal ayam you to simah...yummmmmmmy...hehe...

i kat rumah pun i sorang je yg makan pakai tangan tapi my hubby dgn tak kisah le, in fact anak i suka le sesangat kalau i suapkan dia pakai tangan, banyak dia makan...everytime nampak i makan nanti dia kata "ummi, can you suap me? suap me with your jari ok?" hehehehee...


May 7, 2008 at 3:14 AM  
Anonymous ummi365 said...

memang puas ek makan ngan tangan... lepas tu jilat2 jari.. hmm yummy yummy..

terkejut i you can finish all the 4 pieces. orang turk memang tak makan pedas ke?

May 7, 2008 at 7:14 AM  
Blogger Count Byron said...

Coming home in summer? Wowww.. and dont forget to give us a tinkle. Be looking forward to meeting your whole family. I'm sure Hatice and Badin are in dire need of touching base with Malay Culture, rendam ayam and all :)
Thanks for checking my blog that went bonkers.. just a bit

CB in the flash..

May 7, 2008 at 8:44 AM  
Blogger tulipurple said...

perghhh...sggh meliurkan ayam sambal itew...hehe,dah kemaruk nak mkn malaysian food na.guess u r countin days nak balik mai....hehe.
uishh...tibe2 rasa nk masak ayam sambal lak for tonite :P

May 8, 2008 at 10:37 AM  
Blogger Kak Elle said...

wei simah 4 drumsticks at one go????? lah makan lah puas2 mmg tak syiok mkn guna sudu garfu kan?

semoga roh baba and anne di cucuri rahmat...amin.

May 8, 2008 at 11:28 AM  
Blogger MULAN said...

meleleh ayaq lioq ni haaa..!!! esok nak buat la jugak.. lama dah tak pekena ayam sambal..!!

May 8, 2008 at 6:52 PM  
Blogger dith said...

Simah....I admire that your kids love for their grand dad has even managed them to have those vivid dreams. Nobody knows of the other world but to be able to communicate with our dead loved ones are Allah's gift.

And SImah....nak babak lagi dia! Biasa lagi! Makan banyak2! Mana gi diet tu?? Hehe

May 9, 2008 at 11:17 AM  
Blogger simah said...

Queen of the House
hahaha YES...4!! *simah rolling her eyes*... nikmat makan pakai tangan mana boleh challenge dengan garpu pisau yek ? :0)

Count Byron
*hugs*...welcome back count!

No dear count... we cannot command the dreams...only that we were/are blessed by Allah to see the one we missed so much in our dreams...

hahaha yes..4!! believe it count! hhhhahaha


ms istanbul
the blog is very much alive... only the owner has gone bonkers! still am! hhhaaahahah..

numbers noted... be itchy n come back to mesia n meet me up!!!

love yA!

nak gomel ur lil princess! hahaha

hope she did well in her exam :0)

May 10, 2008 at 1:02 PM  
Blogger simah said...

kak haslinda

laaa.. u were here? awat la tak contact saya...??

memang masa tulip cantik sangat kan? sekarang tulip dah habis... rentung dibakar matahari...

ala akak.. kat dubai tu duduk ja la dlmair cond waktu siang... mlam malam keluar... i heard dubai is a nice place too...

ayam tu gebu sebab tangkap dekat... tapi merahhh kn? pedasny tk yh ckp la hhhahahah

kak lady
bulan june... jgn lupa our date! :0)

saya bukn reti msak pun...tpi dah teringin ... tibaiii... nasib baik sedap! hahha


if i had known..i would add in more mlysin food pics! hhha *evil grin*.. :0)


sweetnya ur son....!! my kids...dah terlalu turkish... ni nak kena reacquintkan balik dengan malaysian taste ni :0)

May 10, 2008 at 1:08 PM  
Blogger simah said...

orang turki in general except for certain prts of turki (tak ingat yg mana)..depa tak makan pedas... zaim family langsung tak makan pedas...

hehehe i makan sampai 4 sebab dah dekat 2 tahun tak masak sambal.. bila sekali masakkkkkkk...ngap! tak ingat dunia! hahahaha


count byron
insyaAllah... kalau ada rezeki..kita jumpa.. :0)i will try to set a date with u n family...

oh yeah...d kids r not only in dire need to reacquint themselves with our food..they need to learn our language as well :0)


msak.. jgn tk masak heheheh

counting d days...dreaming... kemaruk !! hahahaha

kak elle

believe it kk..4!!! no wonder i am my size eh? hahahahaha


buat jgn tak buat mulan!! boleh aku tumpang?? ehem hehehehe


true... and yes...alhamdulillah... Allah has bestowed us the gift to see him in our dreams...i miss him...esp now summer is nearing...we used to spend our summer together a lot...

nenek aii... mana aci dok babak ni! hahahhh

diet dlm tong sampah... dah tak kuasa dah! hahahah balik dri mesia will start agin (fter probably gaining 10 kg more! hahaha)

May 10, 2008 at 1:18 PM  

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